Saturday, February 24, 2007
The Daily Prophet
- from IF @ 6:18 PM
Outperformed and underperformed this term. Classmates rejoicing at the fact that they 'beat iqbal firdaus!' this term which apparently is quite a huge accomplishments. I'm disappointed of course. I should have known better. I should have given more attention to sorting out my priorities. If you're an observant reader, I didn't put 'Ace this term' in my wishlist like I usually would. Maybe I didn't want to do well this term, maybe I wanted to play? Okay thats bullsh!t. Since when did I never wanted to do well. Exception, maybe. Disastrous, the only word which can describe my results. Depressed, the state I am in. Determined, I will be to achieve the results I want.
You know. I think one of the worst things to happen to a studying teenager is a fallout with his mates. Well among others are of course break-ups, failing a paper, not chosen to represent your school but trust me on this one. I mean it. It really affects you from time to time to the extent it haunts you. Even in your dreams. Gawd I had a weird dream last night.
Out.Labels: reflections
Sunday, February 18, 2007
The Daily Prophet
- from IF @ 7:28 AM
This entry was written on the 16th Feb 07
As promised, I will write omething about the Common Tests. It can all be summed up in just one word. Just one word. Okay I just thought of a better term and that term is 'screwed up' Seriously, this is the first time I'm stressing this much over a Common Test and to make it an even bigger record, its only term 1. How ironic cos it is supposed to be the easiest of the lot. sigh. However it wasn't all that bad. I understood the Physics and Chemistry paper and finished within the given time which is big accomplishment especially when I couldn't complete both Math papers. I really have a bad feeling about them. I mean, 45 minutes is just pure EVIL! Ohwell. I can't really blame anyone else.. I DID study at the very last minute. I'm not even sure about my SS+Hist paper. And they are my best subjects! :/
Ahh depressing. Moving on! Valentine's Day this year was really reflective. It made me think. Alot. Last year's, which I think I blogged about, was totally different. As far as I can remember it was fairytale like and lots of pampering was done on my part. Not that I couldn't be bothered this year, its just too near to my CTs that I didn't have much time to prepare. I did really last minute preparations. Hur. Hope it was alright though. So to you, thank you for the spending the day with me despite your busy, busy schedule. Thank you for the really nice gift but most of all, thank you for just being there. (: much love.
TODAY! It was CNY celebrations. It was such a fun day and no that doesn't include the concert. Okay maybe the concert wasn't that bad but still. The class being really funny and stuffs. I laughed like crazy today. Hahaha. The part when "Mr Chen" suddenly came in was hilarious shit. So much crap kay the Bryden. Yes and I did jump out of surprise/shock/guilt/whichever. Not funny! He sounded exactly like Mr Chen please. Heh. Assembly was fun too. As usual the mass ended quite late so the classes just stood there on the track, waiting. Bored, we started smacking butts. The great, hot one sure is pro at this. Maybe its partly due to table tennis. Haha. Fun shit.
You know, I get so irritated with inconsiderate people nowadays. Who doesn't right? I was waiting in the library, which shall not be named, and suddenly this group of girls came in. I believe they were making a grand entrance for themselves with fanfare and all except they are their own fanfares. They were making so much noise. 'Nevermind', I thought. 'They are going to sit far away from me anyway.'. I was very wrong. They sat NEXT to me. Still talking loudly, still making stupid comments, still ugly, still doing everything you shouldn't do in the library. Irritating pricks. An embarrassment to their school uniform. There have been more instances but I really don't want to spoil this beautiful evening.
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Okay so that was on the 16th. On the 17th,
HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY HASLINA KOH JOHARI! (:
Have fun with the guitars/shirt/test tubes/other gifts you receivedLabels: random
Thursday, February 15, 2007
The Daily Prophet
- from IF @ 9:50 PM
Hello! Just updating to inform you all that I have survived the Common Tests. I'm too lazy to update on anything. Maybe tomorrow? So.. later! (:
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
The Daily Prophet
- from IF @ 4:44 PM
(Ah, ah, aah)
Honestly what will become of me
Don't like reality
It's way too clear to me
But really life is dandy
We are what we don't see
Missed everything daydreaming
Flames to dust (dust)
Lovers to friends (friends)
Why do all good things come to an end? (end)
Flames to dust (dust)
Lovers to friends (friends)
Why do all good things come to an end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?
Traveling I only stop at exits
Wondering if I'll stay
Young and restless
Living this way I stress less
I want to pull away when the dream dies
The pain sets in and I don't cry
I only feel gravity and I wonder why
Flames to dust (dust)
Lovers to friends (friends)
Why do all good things come to an end? (end)
Flames to dust (dust)
Lovers to friends (friends)
Why do all good things come to an end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?
Well the dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could
Dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could
Die (die...die...die...die...)
Flames to dust (dust)
Lovers to friends (friends)
Why do all good things come to an end? (end)
Flames to dust (dust)
Lovers to friends (friends)
Why do all good things come to an end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?
Well the dogs were barking at a new moon
Whistling a new tune
Hoping it would come soon
And the sun was wondering if it should stay away for a day
'til the feeling went away
And the sky was falling and the clouds were dropping and
the rain forgot how to bring salvation
the dogs were barking at the new moon
Whistling a new tune
Hoping it would come soon so that they could die (die)Labels: earworm, emo
Sunday, February 04, 2007
The Daily Prophet
- from IF @ 12:28 AM
Good morning readers! Haha. You'll never guess what I'm doing at this unearthly hour. Well besides blogging, I'm revising chemistry. Despite liking this subject so very much, its turning to the subject I find tedious and annoying to study for. Contrasting to that, I'm beginning to show more interest in the study of Physics. Go figure. Haha. I passed the Physics test yo. Oh well.
I think the academic year, so far has gone quite alright for me. I can get all the concepts right and I have been paying much attention in class (front seat! haha) but I have a small problem. I can't seem to squeeze in the time to practise what I've learnt. And its so frustrating that all the time that I sacrificed didn't actually pay off. As I said, things happen for a reason and maybe this is a blessing in a weird disguise and probably God has other plans for me. I know this is self comforting but heck it helps. I'm gonna mug my ass off and make it to some top notch JC, I tell you. Pfft.
Anyway. You know sometimes I feel so blessed seeing my family so closely knitted while there are others in this world who virtually have no one in the world to turn to. I know some of these people and as I mature with age I begin to understand their struggle in life. I dare say that this group are one of the toughest emotionally and mentally. Can you imagine waking up each day knowing that there'll be no mom to cook your meals or a dad to send you to school every morning? Or a scenario where your parents don't seem to give two hoots about your well being and are so self centered? Terrible right.
Just yesterday, my mom's god-daughter, is that 'anak angkat' for English, came over and spilled out everything. And gawsh she was such a talker. She could talk for hours without taking more than a five-minute break. She only went back at around 6 and was here from 1 plus. Okay not the point. I listened to her stories and was surprised at how she's still alive at 17. I'm very sure you'd be surprise too if you were there. I won't hang dirty linen in public but her stories were just pitiful. I felt truly blessed. And you know, I think I've become much emotional about family matters this year. I don't know why but I will feel my heart tugged whenever anyone mentions my late Nyai. Like now. See, there are tears brimming in my eyes already. I think that means I miss her. Its been two Rayas without her already. I'll pray for her.
With that I shall end this entry (:
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