Tuesday, August 29, 2006
The Daily Prophet
- from IF @ 7:59 PM
i'm bored and feeling empty. ah well. oh this song is great anyway.
Linger
If you, if you could return
Don't let it burn, don't let it fade
I'm sure I'm not being rude
But it's just your attitude
It's tearing me apart
It's ruining everything
And I swore, I swore I would be true
And honey so did you
So why were you holding her hand
Is that the way we stand
Were you lying all the time
Was it just a game to you
But I'm in so deep
You know I'm such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to, do you have to
do you have to let it linger?
Oh, I thought the world of you
I thought nothing could go wrong
But I was wrong
I was wrong
If you, if you could get by
Trying not to lie
Things wouldn't be so confused
And I wouldn't feel so used
But you always really knew
I just wanna be with you
And I'm in so deep
You know I'm such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to. do you have to
do you have to let it linger?
And I'm in so deep
You know I'm such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to, do you have to
do you have to let it linger?
You know I'm such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to, do you have to
do you have to let it linger?
do you have to? haha.
Friday, August 25, 2006
The Daily Prophet
- from IF @ 3:30 PM
i'm back online. sorta had a mix up with starhub last night. so they cut the internet
connection AND cable tv but its alright. i got it back now anyway.
had social studies with mr wong yesterday. i found it quite interesting. well it
was more of like philosophy lesson though. haha. the week has been nothing but
doing past papers in class or learning disco moves in the hall.
sigh. i forgot i wanted to blog about. it was so clear before this. ah well. it slipped
out of my mind.
anyway. the feeling is getting stronger by the day and i'm getting clueless on what
to do next. seriously. now that i've put it out in the open. i feel so lost. i'm like this
tridex seed or feather or whatever, carried by the wind. just following where its
bringing me. yes, i keep telling myself the goals i've set but somehow, its not working.
the only time i dont think of such things are when i'm with you. i feel so loser, a failure,
any synonym to that okay. bleh. i know i'm not so shut up. hope i'll get over this after
the weekend. fingers crossed. :/
"someone who uses the f-word to scold is simply lazy. he is lazy to think of the specific
word to use on the one he is scolding. you have to be specific."
haha. how true.
good day to you and
WELCOME BACK OBS PEOPLE! (:
Monday, August 21, 2006
The Daily Prophet
- from IF @ 7:09 PM
you know, i think something big is heading my way, a majorly big thing. and no i'm not
talking about the FYEs which are just around the corner. its just a feeling that something's
big heading my way and would just crush me in any way. ah well. lets not worry about
what's coming up and focus what's going on now. yes i shall. (:
anyway. real run ended yesterday and you know what? it was somewhat a waste of time
but yet ironically it actually gave us fourteen hours to be added to our CIP. being route
marshalls is really a boring. we are just standing there, on a paved path, and directing them
to run following the path. i mean obviously they'd follow the path right? so haha i dont get
that bit. two, the sleepover part in school. maybe the ultimate reason behind that is to
lengthen our CIP hours. okay ah but the hall minus the air-con isnt a place to sleep especially
with 80+ people in there. imagine the heat we have to endure. gawsh but nonetheless i slept
for two hours there. so why the heck i am complaining? i have no idea. hahaha.
got this from fadhilah's;
"You are a very emotional and sensitive individual. Your life and love of life is dominated
by your emotions - you have great feeling towards your fellow man and you are always
full of enthusiasm but be careful, you tend to let your heart rule your head and this being
so, you could be easily hurt - as perhaps you may have indeed been hurt in the past.
You are totally dissatisfied with your present situation. Matters are not going right for
you and you are seeking a means of escape. Your mental state of mind necessitates that
you need to change your thinking patterns. Remember, if one particular modus operandi
doesn't seem to work, then try something different.
It is amazing that you yourself believe that old 'adage' that you are a misunderstood
person - and you feel that because of this you are being left out in the cold. It is because
of this lack of believed understanding that you feel the need to conform to society in
general - but this situation leaves you 'cold' knowing that you are not appreciated for your
true self. Any relationship that you are developing at this time does not seem to involve any true emotional commitment, you seem to be just playing along.
Recent disappointment has led you to become truly introverted. You are becoming
suspicious of everybody and consequently you now feel that you are unable to trust
anybody. Unfortunately it would appear that you are curbing your natural enthusiasm
and imaginative nature - perhaps this is because you are fearful that you may become
over enthused and find that you could possibly be carried away by wishful thinking.
You are keeping your distance to see whether attitudes towards you are sincere - but
this watchfulness could easily develop into suspicion and distrust.
You wish to safeguard yourself against criticism or conflict and to embed yourself in a
protected situation. You are a difficult person to relate to and very difficult to please."
somehow its correct but not totally reliable. i'm not that difficult to please lah. haha.
its quite easy to please me actually. right? heh. anyway. yeah the thinghy does reflect
most of what i am going through now. hrmm. and so it says i'm losing trust in people
around me. well maybe. actually it depends. it really does. ah well. moving on.
i need to dream. bye people.
Saturday, August 19, 2006
The Comeback
- from IF @ 11:58 AM
common tests are finally over! thank God for that. haha. and really. it was a torturous
week. one, it was only mugging, mugging and mugging. two, my social life hit an all time
low z-e-r-o. and three, i was tired through and through due to the excessive mugging done
during the weekend before; till 2am. yes, its crazy i know. one of my wishes was granted.
haha.
but in the end, it all paid off. i passed physics! yes i know it is bad passing mark but hey,
its a start. i am not really a physics person lah. bio and chem should be better. that goes
for hist & ss and also a & e math. i'm a happy person. (:
also during the week, i was reunited with the backrow mates. the funky people! mervin
and wei jie. haha i missed sitting at the back eventhough sitting up in front proves to be quite beneficial. ah well. sacrifices have to be made.
next week is gonna be fun. seriously. all those trip-science people not going for obs(singapore)
will be combined as class. it'll be interesting to see the different/clashing personalities mixed
allin a class. haha. fun-filled lessons we will go through while others head for obs. have fun
the rest. (:
real run sleepover in school today. i dont want to go but i have to. that sucks bug time. sigh.
ahwell, what's new?
Thursday, August 17, 2006
- from IF @ 7:48 PM
dang, this week's moving too slow.
tomorrow's the last paper. finally! haha.
will you still love me the next morning? (;
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
The Daily Prophet
- from IF @ 7:00 PM
HAPPY 41st BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! (:
yesterday's performance rocked. i like that chain effect we did. it was awesome. it went quite smoothly and our mistakes weren't that noticeable. okay maybe only the part when Ali froze, had a mental block and just stood there trying to remember the lyrics but bravo to him for having the guts to sing in front of the whole school. the performers rock too. lol. a big thanks to the school for enduring that 5+ minutes just to watch us perform. (:
a bigger thank you to abang kamar[?] for coaching us. you rock!
nothing much happened after school. i think. heh!
Homework List;
- A Math & E Math FYE Paper
- Physics Quiz Worksheet
- Chem Prac Corrections
- Mugging For CTs
that SHOULD be it. i'm not sure. i'm just listing things out of the top of my head.
and oh yeah. this blog will be on hiatus till after the CTs that is next friday.
don't miss me.
good day all. (:
Sunday, August 06, 2006
The Daily Prophet
- from IF @ 1:11 PM
friday was eventful.
from assembly to the late night. it was just an eventful day, rather enjoyable. (:
a conversation that started my day laughing. it was during the hair check.
Ibrahim - Eh! Is my hair obviously long? -pulls fringe down-
Me - Haha. What a question to ask?! Its like reaching your eyebrows!
Ibrahim - Oh okay. I shall become gay. -pulls fringe aside- Look at me i look like a gay d*ck!
Me - Hahaha. Wth!
that guy is retarded kay. a retard who reads everywhere he goes. Hazm Hazm. lol.
weird-annoying fellow malay classmate of mine. sheesh.
the hair check really brought some moods down like the great hot one's. eh you still look
hot lah. dont worry. it'll grow back right. now you look cute. the great cute and hot one.
how about that for a change? haha. cheer up doke!
school went pretty fine on friday. i got my amath text book back! ms ong was being nice
and decided to give it back eventhough i didnt produce a letter of explanation. thank you
ms ong and it was also the last day of our self-imposed punishment. perfect.
and then later in the evening, met up with marcus, hinyang, shauqi and sean for rg dance
night at the victoria concert hall. it was entertaining all in all though i couldnt understand
the first item until the last bit at the end but it was really fun watching. the night was love
in the end.
the day was love to put it simply. (:
and then come saturday for dikir barat prac. the most productive and fruitful practice so far.
God must have really heard my prayers when i prayed for Him to save us. we finally got things
in their places and all and its gonna be perfect! lol.
lemme see. anything else?
homework!
- Bio ws 9 & 10 (by tomorrow)
- Bio Common Test paper (she might go through tomorrow)
- Bio Prac 13.2 & 14.1 (for those who didnt hand in)
- A Math 2 Ex 11.1 Qns 15,16 & 17
nothing else. whoosh and i'm done. good day to you. (: tripletwo.<3
Thursday, August 03, 2006
The Daily Prophet
- from IF @ 2:16 PM
whoosh & i'm already sick. well i expected it anyway. it has been quite hectic and
sleeping in the same room as a sick person ,ie my younger brother, just made me
much more vulnerable and prone to such stuffs. bleh i'm sick and to think i wanted to
keep an absent free record this term. ah well. missing today also means missing
something else. darn. wasted ah but its okay, there's still tomorrow. so, yay. (:
hahaha. i was looking through my archive and i was laughing and smiling to myself like
beans. i cant believe i was that naive and innocent or some might say stupid and
delusional. gawsh. i've come a long way huh? i still cant get over the fact that i actually
wrote those stuffs. i felt dumb when reading them. well i would like to thank the sister i
had for making me realise that i'm living in reality and other important lessons. thank
you sis and there wasnt a tinge of sarcasm in that alright. i meant it. haha.
OBS(sabah)! i got in and the people who got in are funky people too. its gonna be great!
no doubt i'll miss home, i'll be away for 12 days hello, the people i love and all. i thought
the sabah people would have free days when the our other batchmates head for
obs(singapore) but no we have to attend courses in school but it will be quite slack, i hope.
ummm. due to the boredom state i am in, i shall now list people who are going sabah.
me, randall, hinyang, teoloy, roy, dickson, alastair, richard, jpk, bryan (kwa),
calvin(fong), marcus (goh), fabian, kenneth (quek) etc etc etc. okay fine. i cant list all
of them. too many. heh.
ii lurbexzx euu worxXx. my pathetic attempt of one of the 'dialects' in the cyber world.
okay i'm bored, very. i want to sleep but i cant. sigh. lets stop now.
homework today anyone? please?
okay. good day to all of you.
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
The Daily Prophet
- from IF @ 7:46 PM
gawsh. hahaha. i must have been feeling damn HIGH when i decided to write that previous
post huh? ah well. blame it on the excessive hershey chocs i had before that.
tell you something, i didnt write that. (:
so this week...eh wait. this isnt one of my weekend posts. haha. its a wednesday and mr lui
was being nice and decided to give the students a school holiday or rather a day at home
for us to reflect and they even gave a worksheet for us to fill in our reflections. LOL. its
kinda lame but yeah okay we are obliged too anyway.
dikir is going quite fine. it's progressing faster than i thought. oh i wonder what our
motivation was. hahaha. must be the free bottles of ice lemon tea. all 11 of them.
i think our performance gonna be great despite the fact we're hard up for time and
didnt have time to practice at all! but yeah its gonna be great or so i hope and moon
kite is literal translation for wau bulan, cyq! LOL. not whatever you thought it was! tsk.
and i got two free pair of school shoes! thanks to mr sydney tan. the only downside is that
it doesnt give the elevation i want it to. its like flat sole kinda shoe. yeah. felt kinda weird.
a big thank you to mervin ng swee kiat who lent me his HSM dvd. thanks dude! haha.
okay ermmm this is weird. i dunno what else to blog about. not in that zone to blog. but its
alright. at least i'm updating. (:
shall do a proper post tomorrow alright.
and oh i got in for OBS(sabah). shall blog more about this tomorrow too. its on the 13th
November not the 11th so i'll be here on my birthday!
goodnight lah people. i wanna sing now. (;
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