Wednesday, March 29, 2006
The Tell-All
- from IF @ 11:02 AM
look at the time. i shouldn't be here huh? the reason is apparent. enough said. before i get carried away with my entry,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DIAN!
May this fifteenth year of yours bring more joy and fun than the previous. Smile always (((:
okay with that being done,
the real purpose of my entry.
look, I know I've not been totally spending time
or even TALK to you guys but things have changed now. I've changed, in some queer manner I don't even know and all I ask for is a little bit of understanding and patience? okay how do I put this. at the beginning of this smile draught i've been having, on monday. i was down but did anyone of you asked why. did anyone of you tried to? as in directly. on the online field of course you did but you left me all alone when i'm infront of you. you guys just leave alone. So who else can I turn to except the one who asked me immediately on that day itself?!
I'm not trying to diss anyone over here alright.
don't get the wrong idea. sighs. i have no idea what stopped you all to ask why i was like that at all. waiting for me to confide in you? why's that so? you know a depressed man won't TALK unless ASKED. honestly if anyone of you were acting strange, i would spontaneously ask and even go to the extent of pestering.
am i not right?
Sighs. Okay you're pissed or even gotten used to my absence
whatever you're feeling. Then fine i accept reality. i'm a lousy friend. i'm a lousy best friend. i'm a lousy boyfriend. i'm lousy at anything that has anything to do with the word friend alright?
there. i admitted it.
Sunday, March 26, 2006
The Daily Prophet
- from IF @ 9:08 PM
I feel sad. But I feel happy at the same time. So how do i express that? I'm sure some will know why I'm sad though. Right, Asyraf? Bleh. =( On the other hand, I'm on cloud 9845164165454446847! Haha. This, no one knows. *points to wishlist*
;D
Saturday, March 25, 2006
The Daily Prophet
- from IF @ 1:05 PM
For just how long will I be able to keep up with this facade? The week is coming to a close and its been exactly one week. One week since I took up this role of a reserved student, refusing to strike any conversation with anyone, giving only graphical replies to those who tried. Just what have I become? An anti-social freak.
Everyone has his part to play in this drama. Every man is casted for this huge collaboration. A drama full of joy, sorrow, despair, hope, dreams, family, friendship and love. But whats a drama without twists, scandals and lies? Well, maybe thats opera? I don't know. I've never watched one. But what i do know is this drama is called Life.
My role now requires me to be reserved and quiet. Back to my old ways when i was so. A period when i can achieve greater grades. But are grades everything in this drama? Well I refuse to believe that. Its against my conscience. There are other stuffs such as family, friendships and love. But isn't my conscience going against what my role is requiring me to do? Yes. It is confusing. So where do I go now? I'm confused. I've lost everything.
Friday, March 24, 2006
The Daily Prophet
- from IF @ 12:14 PM
lalala. in the itc 3 now.
supposedly to be doing the project
but nyeh. rather lazy[?] to do it.
heh. hrmm. oh tian ye just said, "
can i write something there." and Xuan yi
just came over and left. CHEWWWWW!!! [?]
haha. -looks around-
pandemonium. total chaos. haha. 336. my dear
336. the very noisy 336 as said by randall. more impact?
oh okay. the noisy 336, the VERY noisy 336. heh. updatingg
during in class is sure fun. =D
hrmmm. personal matters are just not meant to be published
in blogs. yeah. there's a risk. like woohooo! suddenly the whole
world knows. haha.
and oh yeah. pinball is latest game craze in 336 now.
tataz world!
chaoz.
tingtongteh?
heh.
byebye!
Thursday, March 23, 2006
TheRevival & Death?
- from IF @ 7:43 PM
blog revived with new skin. (:
i just . . . . . . . .
don't know.
Oh life has never been magnificent as now you know.
Like WOAH. It suddenly changed a whole new direction
for me. Yeah. Down. Cool right? And my academics. How
can I forget. I sit righttttt at the back now where i can hardly
hear or see anything. Great isn't it?!
whatever.
never felt this lonely before.
Saturday, March 18, 2006
The Daily Prophet
- from IF @ 12:44 PM
the moon was shining so brightly last night.
yeap. that was random but the moon was
really bright. bright orange to be precise.
class gathering was last night too. we had our
share of fun. the barbeque and the swim was
just great and its nice to see those ip classmates
of ours again. what joy indeed. talking about joy.
yeah joy was there too. joy the vibrating teddybear.
pull the string attached to its rear end and voila.
vibrating teddy. haha. i think it would be of greater
fun if more people could come though but there are
other commitments like camps,competitions,homework,
themselves ( some were sick ) and other things which i
plainly forgot. uh huh. people are so busy nowadays
eventhough its the holidays. sad but true. sighs.
shit. bio article and ss speech are not even done yet.
i'm not screwed.
ah wells. things are just meant to be this way.
-shrugs-
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
The Daily Prophet
- from IF @ 9:09 PM
planning to do a really short one for this entry.
okay here goes.
i was really dumb today. HAHA. well this is what i
did. so i was at novena mrt station and i was taking a
train to toa payoh and from there you know i can get
to school.
so there i was waiting for the train and beside me was
this IJ teacher who talked to me. out of boredom i guess.
haha. so she was asking where i was from, what stream
was i in (she thought i was in normal stream!) and how
we should concentrate of studies yadayadayada.
and then the train came! haha. boarded it of course.
two train stops passed. two train stops?!?! HUH?
and it was orchard already. and it was only then i realised
that i took the train on the wrong side! HAHA. dumb smartass.
gawsh i really need to do my homework. fast.
Sunday, March 12, 2006
The Daily Prophet
- from IF @ 4:28 PM
hohums. i was supposed to blog the other night
but as usual i forgot or was i too busy with something.
-shrugs- so anyways. lots of stuffs have been happening
recently. yeap and i'm not only talking about what has
been happening in school but at home as well. ohh my
eyes hurt. ahh nevermind.
yesterday was the st nicks carnival thinghy. bumped into
many many people. haha. ms goh! nice to meet her again
and yes of all places. heh. =x
for more information about this trip you can roll your mouse
over to my links and click either shauqi or calvin okay. i'm
rather lazy to talk about it. CLS and the likes. haha. xD
oh oh there are like tonnes of homework okay. no kidding.
bio article reflection,bio ws,e math assignment, a math assignments,
math project,social studies project,physics worksheet,chemistry
exercises,malay imbuhan exercises,english compre+summary(which
i didn't complete in class) and pw. uh huh holidays indeed.
ahh wells. done some of my math,english,bio and chem already but
all are in drips and draps. rather pathetic. haha.
i so feel like shouting out loud now. yeah i do. and i'm rather sleepy.
IPW meeting on tuesday guys. yeah just telling you all that although only
hinyang and calvin will read this. shall call them later. heh.
wanna sleep now lah.
Friday, March 10, 2006
The Daily Prophet
- from IF @ 9:25 AM
no lessons today! how fun! thought i was going to sleep
till like 11 but woke up at 9 instead. ah wells. it was still
longer anyways.
mdm lee left us yesterday. i'm sadded. she was such a
patient teacher lah please. i mean her tolerance level
is like really really high and eventhough only 1/3 of
the class is paying attention, not even once did she raise
her voice at the other 2/3. sighs. all good things must come
to an end so thank you mdm lee for everything! (and calvin
no i didn't teared)
another encounter was with mr sim. gawd. he actually
took the time to teach me what i've missed for physics.
yes some of you might feel he's obliged to but at that point
of time i think he was really sincere. -shrugs-
PTM at 3.20. haha. i can't wait for that one. x)
rumours. one word but many troubles. ugh.
blog again later.
till here.
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
The Daily Prophet
- from IF @ 3:09 PM
Just one more day and school term will be over.
Yay! I am so looking forward to the break. I really
need it but there is still tons of homework. Yesyes.
HOLIDAY homework. Absolute irrelevant existence.
Gawd. Whats wrong with the school education
system?!
I got 5th in class! Haha. Yay. Never in my past two
years was I top 5 in class before. So hooray for me.
=D
Today was downright,absolutely,definitely,110%
weird! Probably the weirdest day this term. Well,
dreams I had were weird, the songs on the radio
were kinda speaking to me -nods head-, hinyang
was weird, i was really tempted to bite hinyang's
hand cause it looks really bite-able and lots of other
stuffs. yeah. heh.
HSWC #11 :
Me : No you eat it! i don't want it anymore. =/
Hinyang : I don't want! Look. Its green. Like
some moss growing on it. Haha.
Me : Ah okay then. Eh randall. You are doing
homework right?
Randall : Yeah?
Me : Okay good! Come eat this. You need the energy
to eat! EH I MEAN DO WORK! HEH. xD
HSWC #12 :
Me : Hrmmm. 16 minus 4. Heh answer is 8! I'm smart!
Hinyang : -stares- Yeah smart.
Me : ....... EH its 12 lah! Why didn't you correct me?!
Hinyang : Slow to realise ah you. HAHA.
those things up there are just some of the stupid
things i do in school! Haha. i can be really dumb at
times. x)
sighs. i think the problem you feared all this while
is happening now? i don't really know actually and
look at the date this saturday. superb timing? sighs.
i'm really scared. seems like almost half the cohort
kinda know everything about everyone. uh huh.
me and calvin experienced this first hand. tskk.
seriously. school is getting creepy. =/
i wanna bite hinyang's hand though! xD
Saturday, March 04, 2006
The Daily Prophet
- from IF @ 10:20 PM
heyy look.
someone updated for me.
haha. (:
anyway today i've learnt something really important.
that is to never litter.it might take away a life or lives.
it just struck me to how fragile life can be.i mean,well,
i can be dead the next minute or by the next hour.an
accident can just greet me right in the face and wham!
there i lie in a pool of blood.lifeless.a once living thing.
in a snap i'm no longer existent in this world.just a
distant memory.....will anyone remember me then?
woah.i'm totally reading too much into it.talk about morbid!
haha.
final destination 3 really got into my head huh? heh. >.<
signing off.
goodnight world.
Thursday, March 02, 2006
heh Little Miss Nice is back! xD
- from IF @ 10:37 PM
Hilarious Stupid Weird Convesation #9:
(this was over the phone)
person: omg where's my handphone?!
firdaus: huh?
person: my handphone! I CANT FIND IT!! *searches frantically*
firdaus: uhh... on your ear?
person: OH. yeah.
firdaus: -___-
Hilarious Stupid Weird Conversation #10:
(firdaus and person were on an escalator)
person: pantpantpant vigorously.
firdaus: why are you panting? we're on an ESCALATOR.
person: x)
kakaka. okay once again, im off!
goodnight again, world! :D
[this entry shall be purple! :DD]
Little Miss Nice was here! xD
- from IF @ 10:04 PM
heh, since i was bored and nice mister firdaus allowed me to blog for him, ive decided to blog for him! yayzies.
sooooo, lets talk about fir. hrmmm.
oh oh i know ONE thing. his sore throats are really cool. :D
and he ponned school today! NYAHA. naughty boy. x)
howells. im bored. are you bored? i know i am. lalala. boredboredbored.
OH I KNOW WHAT I CAN DO. I CAN TRY OUT ALL DIFFERENT STYLE OF WRITING.
i cUldd tYp3 lyK diShHh.
OR I COULD TYPE LIKE THIS.
or i could type like this.
or i culd typ lyk dis.
or I could TYPE like THIS.
nyeh, okay im bored, if it hasnt already been apparent to you.
hoho mat dodol. i feel so crappy tonight. must be cos of all that coke. haha. YES COKE. how healthy rite? >.<
speaking of healthy, ive decided to be really healthy and like, eat honeydew or watermelon or any other fruits ONLY, for recess. :D
or yoghurt! yay.
i think i'll make this entry pink. :D
goodnight dear world! <3
The Daily Prophet
- from IF @ 12:57 PM
its 12.57pm now. 336 is having history now i think.
bleh. missed a history lesson. darn it. stupid illness.
and ms kaur is teaching us a new skill today! how
sucky. wished i could attend school today. ah wells.
hope to get well soon. heh.
ta1 results!
i am so thankful this time round cause unlike my
previous ta1s which i failed at least one subject,
normally the sciences, i passed all and i did pretty
well too. like ermmm 95% for history? haha. xD
and man. i THOUGHT i was going to flung A Math
and predicted my grade would be like in the Cs or
worse, a fail. but hey i pulled it off quite nicely. a B
but wth i know i can get an A for that. nonetheless
i'm thankful. so thank you Allah. =)
i've been sick the whole week therefore i didn't manage to
go out at all. woah its the first ever week that i didn't step
inside orchard! kewlioZ. haha. hope to go to school tomorrow.
and last night was hilarious. HAHA. ;D
so goodbye world.
off to do homework.
miss you too.
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