elevator love letter

Sunday, October 30, 2005
The Daily Prophet
- from IF @ 7:45 AM

hey everybody!
whats up and whats down?
don't be afraid of the boogeyman.
with a lil bit of this
and a lil bit of that.
lets all do the sugar dance!

sugar up sugar sugar.
sugar up.
sugar down sugar sugar
sugar down
sugar left....

oh what the heck
this is lame.haha. =)
learned it from the three
wonderful ACE leaders
hahaha.

ok you might have noticed
i am back to my funky old
self now.back with a cheery attitude
and a positive mindset.ready to start
a new chapter.hahas.well i personally would
like to thank those ppl who have cheered me up
regardless of the results especially kesavan,hinyang
and of cos dian.haha.you guys rawk.yeah.okok
enough with my thank yous.and i am pretty sure
most of you want to know why i have been very moody
these past few days.i won't tell you directly but i'll give hints.

forced.
dragged.
being controlled.
refrained.
teenage angyst.
rebel.
nostalgic.(quite alot recently)
confused.
nervous.
moodless.

ok i have given helping words.
so now its up to you.yes you.to form
your own conclusion.kinda like p2 composition
huh?talking about compos.i have an essay to write
darn.oh wells.

Saturday, October 29, 2005
The Daily Prophet
- from IF @ 4:40 PM

sighsighsigh.

have not been feeling myself lately.
sick? no.
tired?no.
scared? no.
nervous? no.

so what in heaven's name is wrong with me?
i have no answer for the above question.
seriously.frankly.honestly.speaking.
no i don't.and no i don't think you will get
the answer from this post.neither will you get
it from me on msn.cos my msn is freaking wrong.
hrmm.dunno la.

well i think you have wasted enough time in reading
this meaningless post.so i'll end it here.and i sincerely
thank those who have supported me on this roller-coaster
ride.need not mentioning of names.you should know who you
are.so yah.

-moodless-

Friday, October 28, 2005
The Daily Prophet
- from IF @ 4:46 PM

phew...it has been a tiring week man!
and i am definitely not kidding.
do i look as if i would joke about this?

*pauses*

of course not right?

i am beat.bushed.
exhausted.famished.
worn out.enervated.
and am overcome by fatigue.
lethargic one would say.
some idiot would even say i am
jet-lagged.wth.i am plain basically
worn-out.get it?

late nights.early rise.
hectic activities.ehh shopping
IS considered one of those activities k.
ohh gawd!even being nervous and worried
are tiring.sighs.but heck.i am now in my
room.undisturbed.relaxed and just savouring
the quiet.hrmm.how nice.ok now back to blogging
on what i did yesterday and today.

hrmm yesterday was a funn day.
i just slept my way to johor.haha.
went past the immigration sleeping.
how sweet is that.haha.then we went to
this shopping centre.it was relli not bad.
exceeded my expectations.hrmm there
was this shop which sells everything for
5 RM.it sells relli kinky stuff.mainly decors
for your room.i found this nice miniature
glass globe.thought it was relli worth buying
but dismissed the whole idea altogether cos
i want to buy other stuffs.haha.but the shop was
relli cool.haha.saw lots of kuih down there at the mall.
bought a few tubs of them.granny have done only 4 types
of kuih so far.unlike last year when she did a few more.bahx.
anyways was shopping for my clothes.btw its not the baju kurung
i am shopping for but am shopping for streetwear.haha.baju kurung
already bought.hrmm.i think its grey in colour or something like that.
can't actually remember.haha.ok went inside this relli urban-themed
apparell shop.the ambience was kinda cool.bought only ONE tee there.
one billabong tee.nice.there was this sales assistant that pestered me
to buy one more.but i refused profusely.he was like tailing me wherever
i went in the the store.offered me all sorts of things.haha.then i was off
to yet another store.bought an adidas shirt.another funky one.yeah.
relli thought it would be great to hang around a lil while longer but
time was gaining on us.heyy need to break fast la.
went to this popular restaurant at Danga Bay.
ordered all sorts of goodies including sharks' fin soup.
haven't eaten them for quite a while.haha.after that
i was pretty inactive.just stoning the time away.oh ya
bought one ps2 game.so yah tt concludes yesterday. =)

today has relli taken a toll on me.
has been marathon of activities.
ok this morning.i went to visit some
graves.yeah.i just realised that the graveyard
is very peaceful.calm and has a certain aura
in the atmosphere.call me morbid or peculiar
but this is my opinion.and dun give me that look!
then went to geylang serai again.and i totally forgot
what we did there.possibly because i was away for
friday prayers.hrmm.was then off to little india to get
MY stuff.okok i have a confession to make.i like
indian delicacies.especially their sweets like the ladoo [?]
bought those sweets where i normally buy them and then
we were off and headed home.

sighs...
and now i have this darn headache
feel giddy...ahh...ok
i am off for now.

god bless. =)

Monday, October 24, 2005
The Daily Prophet
- from IF @ 8:45 PM

THE PRINCE IS BACK! =)

uh huh
he is back...
rejoice,rejoice!

haha okay i may be crapping right now
but this is how one acts when one has been away
from home for 4 days in the wilderness...
BUT. ACE Camp was fun la though it may be abit
strenous and tiring.

i like the ACE leaders.
haha.it may appear wrong.
but they are the best la.
they rock....
geonavan--->the funky one
albert--->the introvert but efficient leader (like me)
and michael---> the funny and feminine [?] guy
okay but michael rocks la
he is our deputy head prefect ok!
dun fool around with him
haha but he has to cut down on the
feminine part la...but other than that
he is a nice guy! =)

hmm enough of them
now about 205/SOL + arthur
we were very united throughout the whole
camp.it was relli nice to see us being together.
laughing,talking,crapping and basically enjoying
each others company.it was an amazing experience
being with the 205-ers. i treasure the moments with
them but unfortunately that was the last time we will
be together.sighs.i will miss all of them.wait.maybe not all.
hmm.i will.miss them all... =)
i <3 205!!!
Yeah!

and if i have not done my part as a classmate or the
secretary.i apologise.and if i have hurt anyones feelings
i relli apologise.but other than that.i relli will miss you all.
hmm...yeah

later then.

Monday, October 17, 2005
The Daily Prophet
- from IF @ 7:53 PM

todays a normal day
with normal long,boring talks.
sigh i am getting tired with these
boring talks.i know they are supposed
to be educational but this is ridiculous.
seriously.after awhile it does.

well today was the sec 4 farewell
assembly and i will kinda miss them
especially the sec 4 hockey mates.
yeah they might not have done much for
me except for guiding me in my sec 1 year
but they mean so much to the school community.
they have done alot for the school.
i relli thank them and am so sorry elfie for
not attending a single malay lang society meeting
this year...so sorry but i will definitely make up for it
when i become president of the club...haha >.<

this year the Josephian of the Year was none other
than Jeremy Loi! yay for him! he is a nice guy la
and is well-deserved of the title.he is truly one
of a kind and i salute to him for that and also
saluting him for defeating rgs in the debate finals
this year.yay us! okay next year Agung better
step up to the plate and win the title again and the year
after that it will be my turn...haha that is IF i get selected
by the cikgus...haha yay!

hmm i am still unhappy with something though...
oh wells maybe not this year but in two years time then
but alastair you are definitely getting my vote for that award
GO ALASTAIR!
Jia You! =)
*applause*
*standing ovation*

am nervous
am worried
am anxious

Sunday, October 16, 2005
The Daily Prophet
- from IF @ 9:17 AM

heyy i am in a hyper-active mood
todae,although my body doesn't quite
agree with me cos i am sick...

thats right sick
S-I-C-K

got up this morning with my head
spinning and i can't even walk in
a straight line...sheesh
must have contracted it from someone
haha...jkjk.

anyways i was looking around
friendster yesterday and found out that
most of the profiles written was pretty
much crap...honest...ok i read one that
used too many bombastic words...as in
alien words to a common man on the street.
heyy i read books and such words does not
even appear in their pages.come on ppl,
use simple english to introduce yourselves!
whats the point then when no one understands
what you are speaking!
speaking good english does not mean using bombastic
language...some people just want to impress others.
whats the point,relli?

hmm i wanted to do this for a long time but never
had a chance to actually do this.
what i want to do you might ask...?
i want to publish my Top Three List in this blog...
so here goes...most of them are rather random la
so bear with me :)

Top Three...

things i do:
1) talking
2) singing
3) listening to my mp3

things i adore:
1) mp3
2) computer
3) handphone

ppl i treasure:
1) my family members
2) my besties
3) my mutual friends

food i would order:
1) chicken rice (hainanese!)
2) carrot cake (extra eggs)
3) yakun and old chang kee (can't decide)

beverages i drink:
1) ice cold water
2) soya bean (esp with brown rice)
3) lemon tea!

books i read:
1) harry potter series
2) chronicles of narnia
3) 8 days!!!

channels i watch:
1) Nickedoleon
2) MTV
3) StarWorld

songs stuck in my head:
1) Because Of You by Kelly Clarkson
2) Don't Lie by BEP
3) Pop Ye Ye by VE (surprisingly!)

female celebs i love:
1) Hilary Duff <333
2) Mariah Carey <33
3) Kelly Clarkson <3

male celebs i admire:
1) blank
2) blank
3) blank
i dunnoe i dun quite fancy male celebs >.<

hang-out spots:
1) my room...haha
2) orchard road
3) the bugis junction area

things i desire:
1) eternal happiness
2) a good education
3) and other materialistic things like
the ipod

things i want to do during hols:
1) read
2) go for trainings
3) play!!!

haha done!
i think its crap but it is something
worth reading rite?

out then...


The Daily Prophet
- from IF @ 9:17 AM

heyy i am in a hyper-active mood
todae,although my body doesn't quite
agree with me cos i am sick...

thats right sick
S-I-C-K

got up this morning with my head
spinning and i can't even walk in
a straight line...sheesh
must have contracted it from someone
haha...jkjk.

anyways i was looking around
friendster yesterday and found out that
most of the profiles written was pretty
much crap...honest...ok i read one that
used too many bombastic words...as in
alien words to a common man on the street.
heyy i read books and such words does not
even appear in their pages.come on ppl,
use simple english to introduce yourselves!
whats the point then when no one understands
what you are speaking!
speaking good english does not mean using bombastic
language...some people just want to impress others.
whats the point,relli?

hmm i wanted to do this for a long time but never
had a chance to actually do this.
what i want to do you might ask...?
i want to publish my Top Three List in this blog...
so here goes...most of them are rather random la
so bear with me :)

Top Three...

things i do:
1) talking
2) singing
3) listening to my mp3

things i adore:
1) mp3
2) computer
3) handphone

ppl i treasure:
1) my family members
2) my besties
3) my mutual friends

food i would order:
1) chicken rice (hainanese!)
2) carrot cake (extra eggs)
3) yakun and old chang kee (can't decide)

beverages i drink:
1) ice cold water
2) soya bean (esp with brown rice)
3) lemon tea!

books i read:
1) harry potter series
2) chronicles of narnia
3) 8 days!!!

channels i watch:
1) Nickedoleon
2) MTV
3) StarWorld

songs stuck in my head:
1) Because Of You by Kelly Clarkson
2) Don't Lie by BEP
3) Pop Ye Ye by VE (surprisingly!)

female celebs i love:
1) Hilary Duff <333
2) Mariah Carey <33
3) Kelly Clarkson <3

male celebs i admire:
1) blank
2) blank
3) blank
i dunnoe i dun quite fancy male celebs >.<

hang-out spots:
1) my room...haha
2) orchard road
3) the bugis junction area

things i desire:
1) eternal happiness
2) a good education
3) and other materialistic things like
the ipod

things i want to do during hols:
1) read
2) go for trainings
3) play!!!

haha done!
i think its crap but it is something
worth reading rite?

out then...

Saturday, October 15, 2005
The Daily Prophet
- from IF @ 9:26 AM

*yawns*

i just woke up and felt
like blogging...only
godknowswhy relli...
many things have happened
this past week in school.
uhhuh so many things to be
mentioned that i will only pen
down some of my thoughts in this
blog...

hmm where do i start...

okay on thursday mrs tan,my math
teacher, went through the math paper.
i think i did okay la...relli.i think only an
A2 will be the acceptable grade for me.
yeah...think so. hmm yeah...
next wednesday is gonna be Judgement Day
the results will be out...wish me luck! =)
haha...relli hoping to get to 333 or 334
i want that class so badly.ok now i am speaking
like a despo.i shall rephrase that.333/4 is my
dream class! haha...now thats better.hehe.

ermms ACE Camp is gonna be next friday
dun relli noe what to expect though...
gonna be lots of mosquitoes and no
air-con i gez...haha...shud be fun la.
gonna spend 4 days at Kluang in Johor
and gonna miss my room and my computer!
>.< haha...yay spending 4 days with my friends
and besties in a foreign country in a dense thick
jungle...YAY! we are gonna be socially bonded... :)
but one problem, its after the release of our results
so some of us will feel the blow and have no mood to camp
at all and that "some of us" might be me...i dunno
i feel so nervous about the results though
damn scared...although i have not much reason to
be nervous about but there IS a possibility that i
would not get into..........ahh dunwan to say la
yikes its giving me the creeps :/

good luck for your exams this coming monday ;)

Wednesday, October 12, 2005
The Daily Prophet
- from IF @ 3:25 PM

hello ppl i am back...
back from where...?
back from Farrer Park Field

ok tts random...haha

205 won 3 out of 4 matches
and only drew one match

YAY!!!

but it got 5th...

YAY....HUH?!?!

why?
because of the stupided
points system -_-"

we were denied of the top
placing leh and instead 211
won the title...well at least
it was 211 and not 202
haha yeah! fun!

okay tml is gonna be
another boring day
probably spend the whole
day in the PAC again...
boring!!!

off then...

Tuesday, October 11, 2005
The Daily Prophet
- from IF @ 3:33 PM

so we finally got back our
ta3 (term assessment 3)
results...well i did okae la...
nothing much relli

all F9 nothing much rite....
hahaha *grins*

---------------------------------------------------

who am i kidding man?
i have NO F9 lah....
i was crapping up there
i got all As
well nearly all ,except
physics,english and hmt

hahaha how can i get an F9?
not possible esp this year
the year i mugged like siao
hahaha....class position?
a respectable 9....but i think
i can do so much better
i only improved like 0.3%
from last term....hahaha
must do better in streaming

yeah.....wells todae was
exceptionally boring
it was all talks
back to back
damn boring.....
am still stuck between the
3 humanities though despite
the humanities option talk held
todae....sighs....have to make a
decision....fast!

well i dunno what happened to
me yesterday, relli i dun...
out of the blue i felt so down
and the emotions in me could no
longer be contained and suddenly
KABOOM!!!
i flared up...well i feel soooooooooo
much better todae....
all perked up and all....hahaha =)

HAPPY
BIRTHDAY
COLLIN RODRIGUES!!!

and why in the world must training
coincides with my birthday?
shud be fun as long as they dun
pull a prank on me....hahaha

Monday, October 10, 2005
The Column
- from IF @ 8:10 PM

ahhh i can't hold it anymore
i just wanna SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Why i am feeling this?
i dunnoe....

its been a total roller-coaster
ride this few days..... :(((

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH


The Daily Prophet
- from IF @ 12:34 PM

theres finally a response from sngs
and i am quite relieved that not only
a representative came forward to inform
me so but she also gave some rather good
advice....so i would like to take this
opportunity to thank her......

THANK YOU!!! =)

glad that the saga is finally over
all i needed was a response y'noe
at least tell me or sms me watsoever
dun make me feel guilty and all...tsk

yesterday i discovered a terrible truth
too terrible to be written in this blog
i shall not disclose the matter here
but it will still be etched in my mind
cos the person who is involved in the
matter is, how to say, rather close?
nah not close but a friend of mine
whom i will literally see everyday
for the next two years of my life...
tsktsk

aniwaes i am totally not in a mood
to blog about anything rite now
sighs......

i am off to play then and thanks
again kwan for reponding......

(feeling totally not myself)

Collin's Birthday Is Tomorrow!!! =)))
205 has a BIG prezzie for him....*grins*
watch out collin...hahaha

Sunday, October 09, 2005
The Daily Prophet
- from IF @ 10:30 AM

this weekend has been dandy, so far
yeah taught my cousin as she is having her science
paper tomoro....well hope she can do well =)

uh huh i will be contradicting myself if i say
it has been a boring weekend which is partially true
i can't play my maplestory cos the program has been
deleted from my com...grr...very lazy to re-install back
and my ps2 too is getting boring...some of my fav games
are missing due to my brothers' lack of responsibility
grr....and i am so getting sick of playing GTA all the time
seeing virtual ppl getting their head busted open ain't nice
all the time......thought of playing fatal frame but again
i don't have the time to do so as my responsibilities to the
family often refrain me from doing so... -_-"
all i do at home is teach,teach and teach
be it a cousin or the two brothers....sighs

but on the other hand i watched a movie last Friday
so fun!!! uh huh walked around orchard before watching
the movie....and hearing nithin complaining about his fatigue
cos he didn't eat his breakfast...HELLO! i have not eaten from
5.26am and you don't hear me complaining....hahas and marcus
kept tempting me with Old Chang Kee...*mouth waters*
but it won't work on me cos i have already ate all the OCK
i want before Ramadan....hahas =))
oh how i miss eating yakun toast for breakfast
hahas especially the kaya toast and the milk tea
its been a long time since i have eaten there...haha :D

off i trot then
time to play already :)))

(The Edict will be released on the 19th)

Friday, October 07, 2005
The Daily Prophet
- from IF @ 8:48 AM

YAYY!!!
Finally......
exams are OVER

HURRAY!!! =))))
i am gonna play and play
until i vomit all the food i ate
for sahur......

haha just kidding
i am not an avid gamer lah
yesterday i played my ps2 for an hour onli
and i had a headache and my stomach
started to swirl....whoosh!!!

well............
i HAVE unblocked her
but i dunch think she did the same
cos she is relli angry with me,i think
its kinda my fault huh but it wasn't
entirely my fault okay!!!
she had a part in this as well
come on think about it.....
she can be sooooooooo hospitable to the someones who
have onli known for 2 years, but
can be soooooooo hostile towards those who have known
her for 6 bloody long years,particularly ME!!!
thats why i am so fed up with her...
i know she has lots of problems la
but...sigh...dun care la
with sisters like this who needs enemies

so i finally have an official firdaus-hater
sheesh what luck.... -_-"

gonna watch movie after friday prayers todae
with hinyang,kesavan,marcus,nithin and huzaifah
gonna be soooo fun
but boo, i can't eat popcorn
hahas

pleasure is all mine....haha =)))))


The Daily Prophet
- from IF @ 8:48 AM

YAYY!!!
Finally......
exams are OVER

HURRAY!!! =))))
i am gonna play and play
until i vomit all the food i ate
for sahur......

haha just kidding
i am not an avid gamer lah
yesterday i played my ps2 for an hour onli
and i had a headache and my stomach
started to swirl....whoosh!!!

well............
i HAVE unblocked her
but i dunch think she did the same
cos she is relli angry with me,i think
its kinda my fault huh but it wasn't
entirely my fault okay!!!
she had a part in this as well
come on think about it.....
she can be sooooooooo hospitable to the someones who
have onli known for 2 years, but
can be soooooooo hostile towards those who have known
her for 6 bloody long years,particularly ME!!!
thats why i am so fed up with her...
i know she has lots of problems la
but...sigh...dun care la
with sisters like this who needs enemies

so i finally have an official firdaus-hater
sheesh what luck.... -_-"

gonna watch movie after friday prayers todae
with hinyang,kesavan,marcus,nithin and huzaifah
gonna be soooo fun
but boo, i can't eat popcorn
hahas

pleasure is all mine....haha =)))))

Monday, October 03, 2005
The Daily Prophet
- from IF @ 5:57 PM

OMG!!!

FYE is like gonna end in 3 days!!!

well i relli shudn't be blogging now as
i relli have to memorise this peribahasa-s
in front of me but then again who is disallowing

todaes chemistry was darn easy *smiles*
but geog was harder than expected *frowns*
oh well i think i did fairly well in both la
i have been mugging hard throughout the whole
year okae.....will be totally devastated if i did not
do well....yet again!!!

hahas just kidding....life is too short to be unhappy =)
actually i have been trying to be positive this past few
days....what crap i am toking man...hahas

ramadan is drawing near...so fun!


Saturday, October 01, 2005
The Daily Prophet
- from IF @ 4:28 PM

a conversation between my conscience and myself.....
its weird cos i always tok to myself :p

Conscience : what i am doing now?
Myself : Studying Chem....

what state of mind am i in?
confused....

whats on my tv screen right now?
some tamil show on vansatham which no one is watching...

what am i listening to?
the tamil song on the show

how is the weather outside?
raining cats and dogs

how is it inside?
BORING!!!

who are you with?
no one....my bros outside

have i absorbed anything from todae?
yeah.....of cos i did

Liar!
Relli i did absorb okaes

how am i gonna spend the rest of the day?
mugging till 1.30am....zzz
what are you gonna do tml?
mug for fiziks and brush up on chem and geog
whats your target for the exams?
errr......get into 333(duh!!!) and oh yar beat fauzan
once and for all....hahas....wait i did that one already