elevator love letter

Wednesday, September 28, 2005
The Daily Prophet
- from IF @ 6:05 PM

a quote taken from my senior's blog
hmm...kinda true
just to set your minds thinking

"the worst way to miss someone,is to be sitting right beside her knowing that you can never get her."

what does that mean?

Tuesday, September 27, 2005
The Daily Prophet
- from IF @ 7:18 PM

hahaha.....i noe its mean but i succeeded
in everything you failed and that proves a lot!
how sadist can i be man?

but i do pity you though,
gez i haven't shake off the care and concern
i had for you huh?

Girl I gotta shake,
shake it off
Gotta do what's best for me
Baby and that means I gotta
Shake you off

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it was my fault
it was yours as well
don't put the blame entirely on me
why can't you just say a simple word like
"SORRY" and admit your mistake?

don't tell me you are gonna let 6 years of
friendship go down just like that?
come on wt....... :i relli dun wan our bond to break just
because of a small matter.....
you always say we will be "best sibs 4eva"
pls..........................

Monday, September 26, 2005
The Daily Prophet
- from IF @ 3:30 PM

Lets talk this over,
It's not like we're dead.
It wasn't something I did?
It was something you said

You leave me hanging…
In a city so dead.
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread.

You were all the things I thought I knew…
And I thought we could be.

You were everything, everything, that I wanted.
We were meant to be, supposed to be,
But we lost it.
All of our memories so close to me
Just fade away…
All this time you were pretending…
So much for my happy ending.

Oh, oh…oh, oh…
So much for my happy ending……
Oh, oh…Oh, oh…

You've got your dumb friends,I know what they say (know they say)…
They tell you I've got difficult,
But so are they (so are they)
But they don't know me…
Do they even know you (even know you)?
All the things you hide from me…
All the SHIT that you do (all the shit that you do)
You were all the things I thought I knew…
And I thought we could be.

You were everything, everything,
That I wanted.
We were meant to be, supposed to be,
But we lost it.
All of our memories so close to me
Just fade away…
All this time you were pretending…
So much for my happy ending.

It's nice to know that you were there,
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one.
It's nice to know we had it all.
Thanks for watching as I fall,
And letting me know we were done.

She was everything, everything,
That I wanted.
We were meant to be, supposed to be,
But we lost it.
All of our memories so close to me…
Just fade away.
All this time you were pretending…
So much for my happy ending.
You were everything, everything,
That I wanted…
We were meant to be, supposed to be,
But we lost it.
All of our memories so close to me
Just fade away…
All this time you were pretending…
So much for my happy ending.

Sunday, September 25, 2005
The Daily Prophet
- from IF @ 12:35 PM

well it seems that i only hv 1 more day huh?
i dunno y but i always feel that i hv not done enuf....
i dunno......i noe i mug like siao this few days and have been
consistent thruout the year but....i am still.....well
i dunnoe
i am freaking myself out here.....WHY???
why do i feel that i am not gonna achieve my target?!?
WHY?!?!
oh god why must you put me through this?
i can't accept another blow in my life.
the RI issue was already a tough obstacle for me
and now this streaming business is way freaking me out!
will my hard work pay off?
will i achieve my goals?
will i be able to face the exams confidently?

will i be able to take failure in my stride,yet again?
will i let my family,friends and myself down?

i seriously dunnoe the answers to the qns above
why? cos all of these are decided by God,Allah.
only He can decide my fate and no matter how
hard i study my fate still lies with Him......
sighs.................................
well i hope i will feel better tml
and be assured that i HAVE tried my best
*fingers crossed*

aku berasa sangat gelisah
sebabnya aku tidak tahu
tetapi aku harap perasaan ini
akan hilang dari fikiranku....

Thursday, September 22, 2005
The Daily Prophet
- from IF @ 5:45 PM

okay la i am updating now okaes......haha




























































FYE IN 5 DAYS........
now back to studying zzz

Monday, September 19, 2005
The Daily Prophet
- from IF @ 6:46 PM

well i kinda liked today
but i nearly got sacked as secretary
it was a "near-retrenchment" case
now the situation was this.......
we had donation cards and the whole class
is suppossed to donate money la
so then we collected the money and locked it in
the drawer,safe and sound.....how wrong we were!
today when we counted the money and we found out
that the total sum indicated on the card did not tally
with the money we had in the zipper bag!!!
the class committee became chaotic leh
come on $10 was missing from the bag
but we replaced it later on so problem solved
WRONG!!!
the class key broke,literally....
it snapped into 1/2
God!!!
i thought ms lau is gonna rail at me man
but i used my charm and intellect to my advantage
and she just said "okay just report it to the maintenence..."
wow! i can't believe my luck.....

well my history is higher than my geog....
what has happened???
geog A2 history A1
ahh but i want to take GEOGRAPHY!!!
oh well all i want is to get into 333/334

whatever she does
has nothing to do
with me...anymore

Sunday, September 18, 2005
The Daily Prophet
- from IF @ 2:43 PM

harlo y'all....
as i have predicted
this week have been pretty
hectic and stressful but nevertheless
it was a pleasant week la
what else can i say....
got back our ta3 marks this week
hmm not bad scoring mostly As except
Higher Malay (impossible to score A for this one)
English (this one screwed up one onli got B3)
Physics (received the the-most-screwed-up-subject award, onli a PASS -_-'' )
if not for my physics i shud have gotten a better overall percentage.....
grrr but nvm i WILL do better for streaming and get into
333/334.....yeah!!!

hey gez wad?
I ROCK!!!

you are so oblivious to the mistakes you have committed....pity

Thursday, September 15, 2005
The Daily Prophet
- from IF @ 6:46 PM

life has got its ups and downs.

i want more ups then downs.

but i get more downs than ups.

maybe my downs are actually ups.

but i think they're downs, not ups.

wait till i experience a real down,

then i think i won't be able to get up again.

you can then say the clown is down.

but i can't stay down forever,

i've got to get up soon.

maybe when i start to wake upthings won't look like downed balloon.

there's too much to uptake.

brains's got no space to upload.

but if i want to go down-under

i'll stop behaving like a downer.

you raise me up,they put me down.

i'm up in cloud nine

but down with a frown.

no appeals wll be uptaken

it ups the pressure i'm facin'.

i gotta pull my morale from down

to up in 11 days.

and i gotta up it on my own.

for not much longer will i be down

for it sucks to be downtrodden.

i'll raise myself up, with you as my clown.

so there won't be a downfrown,but an upsmile.

cause even though i want more ups than downs

i can't choose

cause life's full of ups and downs.

Tuesday, September 13, 2005
The Daily Prophet
- from IF @ 7:29 PM

How dare you?
How dare you treat me like some dirt?
How could you ever accuse or even think of such a thought?
What do you mean by "stop treating me like your psychology patient"?
Is that a request?
Then FINE! I'll carry out that request and satisfy you!
Thats what YOU want anyway!
I had enough,ENOUGH,of your childish rants....
You seek to be understood but do u really understand others?
Huh? Do you?
To think i supported you when you were down,
and this is what i get for making you my "psychology patient"
as you called it ....
Hey! Let me remind you who i am....
i am a teenage guy with raging angyst in me okae
i have feelings and emotions too you know
i won't hesitate to act the way guys do when they are agitated
I have been saying sorry everytime i hurt you or for the mistake i did
but this time its not my fault its yours....
your comment has hurt me far greater you could ever imagine
you have emotionally scarred me with your comment
and if you think i am over-reacting,i assure you that this is no
small matter......
my rationale is simple,you respect me i will respect you
a friendship is two-way....
after reading this and you want to break this friendship....
i respect your decision and we will then go our separate ways

Monday, September 12, 2005
The Daily Prophet
- from IF @ 8:39 PM

I HAVE MADE MY DECISION AND WILL NOT REGRET IT.......EVER!!!

Sunday, September 11, 2005
The Daily Prophet
- from IF @ 8:11 AM

hihi....now its only 0812 in the morning
while all of you are still asleep i am writing this post
well the one week break will be over soon in about....
wait a minute i go get CalCool....
(calculating)
16 hours and 28 minutes left
woah how time flies!!!

amidst my tight schedule of studying this week
i managed to catch up with my primary school mates
especially my malay friends....so sorry,its been a long time :D
to my 205 mates who are studying real hard takkaire of your health,esp kesavan,
dengue fever is on a high so be take good care of your wealth,i mean health
ya and amet dun let anthing obstruct your path to success....
you are a bright student :D
same for my sngs friends who are literally mugging
for their history paper tomorrow....dun be nervous ;)
especially wanting who have gone for study sessions and put
her best effort in studying and i sincerely apologise to her,
okay la not your fault already.... :)

so 2 more weeks huh?
its gonna be the most hectic 2 weeks of our lives!!!

HAPPY STUDYING.....

Monday, September 05, 2005
The Daily Prophet
- from IF @ 4:15 PM

changed music liao....
now back to studying....
zzz.....

Friday, September 02, 2005
The Daily Prophet
- from IF @ 6:53 PM

ok since some of you complain of seeing the same posts on my blog
i am updating this blog again,just for you all....
see how diplomatic i am....haha

okz where do i start...hmm....
err today is the english fye and
the paper was kinda easy,too easy i say!
come on its the FYE leh,cudn't be that easy...
i mean...there must be catch
oh well we have a month to figure our eng marks
but onli 3 weeks for the other subjects

haha...Teachers' Day was a blast!!!
the concert was interesting and insightful
it was funny to see Nigel up to his antics
but then again it was lame,very lame!!!
after the concert,went to the staff room
to give out the freshly cut roses i bought
gave to all the teachers who taught me except
Mr Chua,Mr Arul and Mr Chan.....haha
gave a rose to ms syed....oh god what made me to that
but it was beneficial,as kesavan said
the school runs by suck-up system,
so i'll get preferential treatment haha

then went to Xishan....it was cool except having
waiting for faqih for more than 30 mins
sheesh....anyway it was a pretty cool day
i am taller than tiffany now.....haha.....
alex was still short and cute...haha....relli he was
as in baby cute of course hehe
well it would be a cooler day if someone showed up for the event
but she chose not too because of some reason :(
and "don't really see the point"
so be it,next time i will bring a sharperner to make you see the point
had lunch at BK with tiff,taufiq and shahrum....
discussed certain issues with tiff and she kinda agree with me on some points
then went to a playground just like the good ol' days
haha fun...................